Mother Mary
the sinners pray to me
asking me to forgive
their transgressions
their sins
as though I am holy
consecrated by the fire
washed clean in the blood
But Jesus and I never
ran in the same crowd
we didn’t pass a bottle of cheap
schnapps while parked in the Catholic cemetery
shooting the shit in a rusty Chevy Nova
making out under small town stars
I never found god in the cardboard wafer
placed upon my tongue
by priests with too-tight white collars
who looked down on me
called me illegitimate
offspring of a whore
audacious enough
to marry a divorced Presbyterian
their own vices
alcoholism
adultery
pedophilia
lust
throwing the first stone
gossiped openly about in the parking lot after Mass
do what I say, not as I do hypocrisy
still ringing in my ears as clearly as the amens
and halleluiahs
Don’t come looking to me
for your absolution
I am no virgin in white
visited by an angel
graced by the god of gods
I was a barefoot wild child
finding the Goddess in the silver light of the moon
the Green Man in the sun-dappled clearings
where I had my first orgasms
fingers dug deep in the earth
ants crawling upon my bare fourteen year old legs
I cannot offer you the grace you seek
only my humanity
my empathy
my deeply flawed soul
© 2017 Christine Elizabeth Ray – All rights Reserved
Okay…that rocks it. Fabulous and well done in spades.
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Thank you so much!
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Very nice
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Thank you Sarah
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One of my all time favs of yours! Love! ❤
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Thank you Wise One
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You’re welcome!
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🙂
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“But Jesus and I never
ran in the same crowd
we didn’t pass a bottle of cheap
schnapps while parked in the Catholic cemetery
shooting the shit in a rusty Chevy Nova
making out under small town stars
I never found god in the cardboard wafer
placed upon my tongue…”
This. Is. wonderful.
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Thank you so much. It was a very therapeutic writing experience.
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Wonderful irony!
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Thank you
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Wow, dear Christine. I always love your expression. I would be angry too.
God found me at an insanely dark time and my experience has only been of love and healing and grace. So I can’t imagine…(but I’m not Catholic either.)
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The Catholic Church defined hypocrisy in the 1970s and still struggles with morality.
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Well done !!!
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Thank you so much!
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