my doctor said
I should walk
outside
the sunshine
good for
the mood
the activity
just enough
to tame
unruly blood
sugar levels
back into range
so I walked
this morning
the sunshine
was good for
my mood
and intrigue
in the neighbor’s
new water garden
almost distracted
me from the
stiffness in
my ass and
upper thighs
the ache
behind each knee
grinding pain
splitting apart
my lower
vertebrae
18 minutes
of walking
if I ignored
the fact
that just 2 years ago
I could have
covered the
same distance
in 8 minutes
I almost felt
like a normal person
or I would have
until 4 hours later
when my body
replied Hah! I’ll
show you
and left me wrinkled
and limp
across the mattress
too tired
to even
lift
my
arms
with
no more
spoons
left
for
the
day. . .
© 2019 Christine Elizabeth Ray – All Rights Reserved
I can relate 😢
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I’m so sorry you know what this feels like.
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[sigh] 😦
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Christine Ray – The doctor’s advice – the results
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Oh, how I can relate to this – the memory of what we used to do, the hope that this day will be different, the joy of being outside, and the body punishing us.
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I guess we keep pushing until it isn’t pushing anymore.
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The Sun is good for us. I forget that too sometimes
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Vitamin D and all
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☀️
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Yep.
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o sunshine, I feel you. Love you kiddo, chin up
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I went out again today. 17 minutes. they hurt, but I did it.
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all we can do, keep pushing
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It does feel good to be outside. Some of the neighbors had forgotten what I looked like
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